Sorry I haven’t been around for a while.
I’ve been posting here, there and a few other places…but not on this blog, sadly. Why? well…it’s not always good stuff that happens, and when the ugly shows up, I get quiet. Mind you, the ugly was worked out quick…but it did lessen my want to write…which was sad for me as my birth month of June is going to see only one writing; this one. 🙁
I update FetLife…I update my Yahoo Group and the ones for Kim, Candle and Stacie…but I don’t update here as much…why is that? Well…this blog is closer to my heart and I see this as a place to talk about EVERYTHING going on, the good AND the bad…but up until now, I wasn’t so willing to share the bad as I didn’t want certain not-so-nice people to see the ugly I was going thru and use it as mock fodder on Twitter and FetLife status update like they (who know who “they” are) are like to do. It’s in their nature…they’re dual sides of the same black and ugly coin like that.
Thankfully, they’ve both been quiet (tho I only check one Twitter or FetLife page to be sure of that…the other one’s is FAR too toxic and hurtful). But I have decided on something. Gonna try to be quiet less and share more. Writing has always been an outlet of stress for me…but you have to be careful of exactly WHAT is said. I think I can reach that level of careful…and I will endeavor to do so. Some things need to be said…some don’t. That’s one of the reasons I created the “RANTS and Musings” section of this blog…so I can get shit off my chest in a positive way…or maybe a not so positive way…time will tell. The important thing is I want to write more…be it good OR bad. Time will tell if I can keep that up. 🙂
Gotta run for now, tho…Sasha Fae is due within an hour, and I have to make the final preps and such for our latest shoot. I’ve done a LOT of shooting lately…I’ll try to hit you all back with more updated info soon. 🙂
PS: The blog is totally spam free now…I didn’t even have any saved up spam to delete; awesome! Guess I deleted the right person/persons…awesome!! 🙂